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Br'er Lion & Friends ([personal profile] liondrakes) wrote2025-08-21 09:51 am
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Update on an Update: Vaguesona?

Yesterday, I chatted a bit about being fictionvague towards Orfevre, Durandal, and Uma Musume as a whole. Afterwards, something passed my mind. A lot of folks make kinsonas or truesonas to express their appearance as their 'type. Although I'm still in the middle about everything, I think a persona that's either based off of or is a derivative of these characters might help with fleshing out my feelings. So, here goes nothing:

Name: Southern Sword
Basis: Durandal
Birthday: I'm an aries, unlike my basis. That's all you need to know.
Height: 171 CM
Weight: Solid form
Trainer Referral: My Lady, My Lord, Your Excellency
Strengths: Roleplaying, critical analysis of Romantic and Gothic literature
Weaknesses: Chocolate treats, lonely travels, "surrender"
Ears: Never lets a single compliment go unheard
Tail: Swishes as fast as his blade, feels as soft as a blanket
Family: He won the title of "Furniture Lifting Champion" over his father.
Secret(s):
  • He's a horrible sleeper, often waking up at random times in the middle of the night.
  • He has a soft spot for feminine, elegant Umas (ex: Gentildonna, Mejiro Ramonu).
  • Though he abhors her tyranny, he secretly admires Orfevre.
Biography: Romantic, refined yet steadfast, Southern Sword is the definition of a southern gentleman (or gentle-uma?). This aspiring swordsman carries the prestige of a knight errant, and exudes the grace of a debutante, but he is plagued by a heavy burden. Without a sovereign (trainer) of his own, Southern Sword wanders aimlessly on the track, lost in thought. He dreams of the day he can proudly offer his service to a worthy leader. Although he does his best to maintain a gallant demeanor, he can easily melt under pressure if caught off-guard.

Sounds fitting, so far. I look forward to working out the visual details of this 'sona, both in comparison and in contrast to canon Durandal.
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mackerelgray ([personal profile] mackerelgray) wrote2025-08-20 10:00 am

Plural Etiquette Questionnaire

Frequently asked questions about how to talk to us!

Based on a list by Hungry Ghosts.

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shyvana ([personal profile] wingsoffury) wrote2025-08-20 03:12 pm

More Otherlinking Thoughts

Well, I finished Umamusume Pretty Derby S3! Then, last night, I finally started S1 of Cinderella Gray. I'm only 3 episodes in, but really like it so far! I'm not sure how to word it, but it feels more... grounded than Pretty Derby, somehow? (Also, I like that there's less reliance on using the Umas' in-game 3D models during scenes).

Anyway: Some updates on my linktype!

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Br'er Lion & Friends ([personal profile] liondrakes) wrote2025-08-20 07:33 am
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Curious Cases in Equinehood: Linking/Questioning Uma Musume

Inspired by Shyvana’s journal on linking Bitter Glasse, I’ve decided to take my heart link with Uma Musume and reconstruct it. Although I’ve been trying to establish the group (Umas) as a hearttype and Cinderella Gray as a hearttale, I haven’t had much success in either venture. I’m very passionate about the characters of Uma Musume. Each of them have surprisingly rich stories, and I’ve come to enjoy the series as a fan who doesn’t play the game itself. Given my personal hang-ups with gacha games, I choose to stick with the manga and its anime adaptations. I figured this link would eventually be dropped, but reading Shyvana’s post was like a breath of fresh air. I hesitated to switch this linktype from a heartlink to a fictionlink, largely because I was adamant about not being an Uma Musume.

However, life is a funny, fickle thing. I’ve been having cameo shifts as an Uma. Initially, I thought nothing of it and assumed it to be partially equine shifts (kemonimimi shifts, in this case). I’d only experience phantom ears, a tail, and horseshoe-like protrusions underneath my feet. I didn’t feel distinctly like someone else until I’d experience cameo shifts as specific characters within Uma Musume. Among these cameo shifts, I experienced being: Symboli Kris S, Orfevre, Durandal, and Fenomeno. There’s only a couple of similarities from these characters: their maturity, their resolve, and their sense of duty. Besides that, they had both aesthetic and characteristic differences between them. Of the four Umas, I felt myself gravitating around Orfevre and Durandal the most. I’m no stranger to royal aesthetics. I have fictomeres where that went beyond aesthetics for me, and none of them turned out great. It doesn’t surprise me that it’s these two in particular who caught my attention, or at least my shapeshifting’s attention. Although I respect Orfevre’s commanding presence and confidence (traits I want as my own), I think I’m more like Durandal in terms of behavior. There’s also the fact that her hair (including the white patch) matches my coat as an American Quarter Horse. Learning that she excels in short distances threw me through a loop, too; AQHs are known for doing well in that field. Before doing anything else, I want to learn more about this world’s Durandal. We’ll likely have nothing in common, seeing that I feel represented by the fictionalized version of him. That said, I want to do this out of courtesy.

I want to link the traits of Uma Musume’s Durandal, but I think this situation is more of a questioning process than the building of a linktype. If so, my best guess is that this falls within the psychological department of experiences, but I’m not confirming anything without further introspection. Who knows, I might have to give Orfevre another shot if this doesn’t go anywhere. I’ve always had a weird relationship with my equinehood. I didn’t think it’d carry over to reincarnated horse girls, though. It’s strange since, as a horse, I’m not a racer. One of my breeds can qualify in races, but I regard myself as the type of AQH to either do ranch work or compete in cutting competitions. Otherwise, I take pride in being depended on for draught work. Perhaps, it’s our mutual interest in servitude that ties Durandal and I together. It’s not the same kind of servitude, but both involve putting our bodies— especially our physical strength— to the test for those we work with. Again, I’m not confirming anything yet. I still need to learn more about this world’s Durandal and Orfevre respectively. I plan on watching both characters’ in-game stories as well. This may give Orfevre a chance in this process. May the best horse girl (or version of me) win, I suppose.

Honestly, I should’ve seen this coming when those kemonomimi shifts started happening a lot more often. But, what can you do, y’know? Sometimes, you wind up questioning something you never thought you’d question. Then, as you go through that, it turns out a lot more pressing than you thought it’d be. Such is the case with alterhumanity.

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Azure / Bede ★ ([personal profile] bedes) wrote2025-07-24 07:02 pm

Writing Is Hard

I hate having to write down my coherent thoughts on Siffrin having implied internalized homophobia for this analysis essay. Can’t I just point to Siffrin saying that he wishes he didn’t experience romantic attraction, Bad Touch, and their religion being implied to be based in ideas of unchanging fate, and then gesture at all that vaguely for a while


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Azure / Bede ★ ([personal profile] bedes) wrote2025-07-19 07:59 pm

Local Nerd Complains About Localization Differences

CRK localization can be really bad, specifically WRT Shadow Milk.

  • English localization: “Excuse me? I’m sorry to disturb you… But I’m still the MAIN CHARACTER here!” // Original text directly translated: “Sorry, but I’m still the main character. You haven’t forgotten about me, have you?”
  • In response to Shadow Milk saying she should trust him (“her colleagues”), Eternal Sugar says in the English localization: “Would you~?” // Her response directly translated: “Would I trust you if I were you~?”
  • English localization: “Well well! Where are my favorite minions?” // Original text directly translated: “Kids~?” (Context: he’s calling out to Black Sapphire and Candy Apple.)
  • English localization: “We all live for some spicy drama, amirite?” // Original text directly translated: “Is it okay to say when hard things are hard?”

That last one is especially egregious imo. I don’t even know where they got that


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Azure / Bede ★ ([personal profile] bedes) wrote2025-07-17 02:30 pm

My Thoughts on the Appare March Preview

Part of the reason why I find Fuuta singing in pre-war Japanese so interesting is because, up until now, he's always been a character focused on progress, thematically. An intense focus on the internet, technology in its many forms, and progressive views. Even spraypaint is associated with rebellion, punk, and the like.

But, of course, religion is associated with its opposite. Stagnation, or regression, perhaps. "Traditional values"... While we don't know much about Amaneism quite yet, we know that Amane's original cult stressed a refusal of modern medicine, and the values of purity/non-vulgarity.

So now, Fuuta is singing in such old Japanese that many Japanese viewers either borderline or outright do not understand him. From "progress" to "regress", from the future to the past.


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Azure / Bede ★ ([personal profile] bedes) wrote2025-07-08 08:26 pm

Yapping About Isafrin

Dunno what it is but Isabeau’s "we can practice!" thing to Siffrin is just. Urbgngngifh. That and him being totally fine with Siffrin needing time to figure out how they feel, and knowing that Siffrin loves them deeply, even if it's not romantic.

IDKKK I think it’s the fact that he's, just, so willing, and even excited, to go at Siffrin's pace…?

And it's made so much more impactful by the fact that he’s not "perfect" as a love interest, either, I think. A lot of queer stories write love interests as like… Always Perfectly Healthy And Communicative! It'd be a lot less impactful if Isabeau didn't get so jealous to the point he snaps at Mirabelle, if he didn't wrongly assume things about Siffrin and not ask for clarification (touching), if he didn't have a Whole Entire Thing about not being able to confess to Siffrin.

Idk. I like it. I like that he has romantic vices, and I like that being pushy or impatient is not one of them. I like that he makes a point to make it so Siffrin can take the lead, try certain actions to see how they feel, and figure out how his feelings for Isabeau. I think it makes Isabeau a really good match for Siffrin. Someone more demanding would probably active Siffrin’s people-pleaser, hide-how-you-really-feel-for-their-sake tendencies.

This was originally supposed to be like 3 sentences max oops
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Azure / Bede ★ ([personal profile] bedes) wrote2025-04-21 11:02 am

Reading the Dead Plate Art Book

Unironically very funny of the art book to be like "Vincent has a pretty average relationship with his parents — they love him and don’t put any significant amount of pressure on him," and then IMMEDIATELY follow that up with art of Vincent’s dad committing a homophobic microaggression and Vincent’s mom passive-aggressively commenting about how he (a gay man) (in case you forgot) should get a girlfriend and go to church more.
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Azure / Bede ★ ([personal profile] bedes) wrote2025-06-18 06:08 pm

My Thoughts on "Life"

I experienced an initial gut reaction of extreme negativity to what was revealed in "Life", but, after thinking it over, I don't think that it was warranted.

Yes, we were led to think that Yuno had an abortion, and that her story was about the residual guilt from that. But a miscarriage, even if accidental, can also cause a ton of trauma and guilt. There is a long, long history of pregnant people being blamed for their miscarriage, with reasoning varying from pseudo-scientific to religious in nature.

I also initially thought, "If she just had an accident which made her miscarry, then she shouldn't even be in Milgram!!" But, then I thought about that for, like, two seconds, and... well, the point of MILGRAM is that none of the prisoners should be there, isn't it? If we view the fetus as if it is a person for a moment, as Jackalope seems to, the only differentiating factor from other prisoners is that it was accidental. Which could be said for multiple other prisoners, too — especially the ones where they likely accidentally caused someone else's suicide: Fuuta, Mahiru and Kazui.

Yuno is still undoubtedly the most innocent prisoner there by a long shot (after all, it was a fetus, and not a person). But I think she isn't quite as out-of-place as I thought. The whole point is that it's cruel and unusual, and, even if Yuno did not make the choice to terminate her pregnancy, it is still extraordinarily common for those who experience miscarriages (especially in an accident) to feel guilt about what happened. And it's not as if the narrative of MILGRAM is saying that she's correct to feel guilty — her MV clearly portrays the accident as a traumatic event that she was a victim in.

Um idk how to end this post. Yuno is a complex character who has gone through a lot, and it is fine that she experiences trauma and shame due to her miscarriage, as that reflects the reality of countless real people who experienced the same thing. Her being portrayed as experiencing guilt is not the creators of MILGRAM saying that she is correct to feel guilt. Also innocent Yuno sweep.
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Azure / Bede ★ ([personal profile] bedes) wrote2025-07-29 06:47 pm

A Good Smutfic Is Also a Character Study

Yes, sex is hot and all that (said acespecly), but also I think that it's not discussed enough that sexuality is just an extremely interesting form of characterization in fiction. Nothing wrong with liking it in a horny way, obviously, but I feel like it overshadows how interesting sexuality is as a topic outside of erotic contexts.

Some of my favorite pieces of art in the world are about people coming to terms with their sexuality (queer sexuality, kink, etc), people introspecting on why they find their kinks hot, and dealing with sexual issues. Including (or maybe especially?) the less pleasant stuff, like sexual trauma, sex as self-harm, balancing communication and consent in sexual scenarios, etc. It's an extremely fascinating form of characterization to me.
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Azure / Bede ★ ([personal profile] bedes) wrote2025-02-12 11:35 pm

Annoyed About People Mischaracterizing My Fave

Incredibly niche pet peeve but people who call Fuuta an incel are so annoying because they're blatantly ignoring multiple parts of Fuuta's characterization.

His whole Thing was that he harassed someone over art theft. Art. Theft. That is peak stupid internet leftist slapfighting. Fuuta is also very known to consistently talk about "knowing his rights", justice, etc. It's very clear that he's intended to be a take on 'leftists' who use their sense of morality as a reason to harass and bully others.

But no. He is a man and he *checks notes* plays video games. So he's the type of 'chronically online' that is a violent misogynist. Obviously.

TL:DR Fuuta would have his privileges listed in his bio and if you disagree then you do not understand what his character is about on a base level. And I'm not kidding
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mackerelgray ([personal profile] mackerelgray) wrote2025-08-19 12:00 pm

Weird Wereraptor Insights

Written by Max Biscuit-Machina on August 19th, 2025.

hi! this is a completely unpolished brain dump of information about my experiences as a wereraptor, because it's too interesting to stay stuck in my drafts for days while I work up the executive functioning to edit it into a cohesive essay! you're getting the same lowercase rambling my friends get about my identity and you're going to like it!

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idolomantis_m42 ([personal profile] idolomantis_m42) wrote2025-08-18 04:07 pm
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My Nebulous Awakening

Digital painting of the Orion Nebula in purple and yellow hues, with bright whitish-blue stars.
(I love how giant the image is, but please let me know if the size is inconvenient. I don't know how to resize images yet.) 

Also known as: The big bang

My alterbeing awakening happened in March of 2021. But, to understand this story, I must take you all back to my earlier years. By all accounts, I had an incredibly Human upbringing. (Sometimes I wish it wasn't so Human. I often feel alienated when other alterhumans recount their childhoods.) I wasn't a kid who reenacted Warrior Cats on the playground. I never wore animal ears or tails. I didn't tell adults I was a vampire or werewolf or elf. I didn't growl or hiss or purr.

Later in life, I encountered people online who talked about shifting, about past lives, about non-human features that they longed for. I felt no connections to the brief glimpses of alterhumanity I witnessed around me. They made me feel uncomfortable or confused at most, but largely, I stayed indifferent. Read more... )

 


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Br'er Lion & Friends ([personal profile] liondrakes) wrote2025-08-18 10:54 am
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Omega-Level Mutants: Don’t Believe The Hype!

THE OMEGA PROTOCOL

While it is believed that a greater dynamo is possible through collective means, it is a current priority for the mutant nation of Krakoa to protect and nurture its greatest natural resource: Omega-level mutants. 

All efforts are to be expended in order to secure the future of the state.

"One people. One tribe. One family."

As I'm reconnecting with my history as an X-Man, another memory dawned upon me. It's not a memory of an event, but a feeling I had as Miracle. I loathed the status of "Omega-level". It's hard to ignore when the leaders of your people make a point of referencing mutants like you at any chance they get, even worse when non-mutant humans do the same thing except by treating you like a disaster waiting to happen. You're either an asset or a threat. There's no in-between. Either way, you are weaponized in some form. For a brief but important time, I hated my mentors for that exact reason. Many things drove a wedge between us students and veteran X-Men, but one thing that sticks out in my mind is the weaponization. Plenty of them were products of it too, but we realized that one way or another we'd wind up the same way. There's only been one time where I've felt truly seen in my source, albeit without me being present. My class decided enough was enough and shut down our mentors for trying to rope us into another plan as combatants. Pixie got us out of there both in my memories and in the comic itself. That still sticks with me. 

Around the time Krakoa was founded, I was hesitant to go. I got into a fight with my former counselor, Storm, about it. Part of why I was hesitant was the Omega Protocol. I am not a "natural resource". I am a person. I am to be treated like a person, not another addition to Charles Xavier's arsenal. Eventually,  I went and didn't regret it, but I kept my stance on Xavier and its approach to Omega-level mutants. I didn't care that he classified as one; his perspective of us was crystal clear. We're a resource, a crop to harvest and bear fruit at the expense of our humanity. I detested the label "Omega-level" then and still do today. I won't hide who I am, though.

OMEGA LEVEL MUTANT: A mutant whose dominant power is deemed to register or reach an undefinable upper limit of that power's specification classification.

NOTE: Omega level is a classification of a single mutant power. While it is quite common that mutants manifest multiple powers, only one is normally of Omega level
 
In layman's terms, to be Omega-level is to be very gifted at a specific power. The extent of your abilities are hard to clock, and oftentimes, you can do pretty incredible things with those abilities. Typically, one ability within your mutation(s) reaches Omega-level. Take my mentor Storm, for example. Storm is an omega-level mutant. Although Storm has a wide range of abilities, weather manipulation is an ability of hers that classifies as omega-level. She's among the best of the best in the demographic of weather-centric mutants. For muis, our first mutation is being a winged mutant (Cheyafarim). That mutation isn’t Omega-level, though. That would be our secondary mutation. Wei fall in the same omega-level class as Legion: Power Manifestation. How it works for us differs from Legion since wei don't have individual mutations amongst us. Rather, wei all have the ability to will something into existence as long as its change is physical or biological. This ability can trigger verbally and non-verbally. For example: wei cannot will victory into existence, because that is a change based on chance. However, wei can will resistance or invulnerability against psychic mutants into existence because that would involve directly changing muir neurology. Wei could make muirself entirely invincible to other mutant abilities if wei saw fit. Wei don't because wei are honorable to a fault. 

Furthermore, muir ability of manifestation can extend to others. Wei discovered this when Tariq, one of muir facets, fronted and went to attack a Purifier base. Wei still don't know why. Wei'll have to figure that out eventually, but wei do recall him setting off a gas leak and causing an explosion within the base. However, those within the base didn't die. Muir intent wasn't to kill, but to send a message to Stryker and his lot. After further investigation, it was discovered that the inhabitants of the base were temporarily altered to survive the explosion. Wei willed their survival into existence, briefly making their bodies invulnerable to flame and durable enough to take the impact. Their bodies returned to normal some time after. Wei probably would've learned wei're omega-level another way, but that's how it came to be as far as wei remember.

In retrospect, I don't mind having a parallel life where I have the ability to protect others to such a tremendous extent. I do mind being treated like a tool, though. I know things don't have to be that way for us, but it's exactly how mutants of this status wind up. I just want my community to live in peace, and I know Xavier wanted the same thing, but we are not "natural resources". We are people. 
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shyvana ([personal profile] wingsoffury) wrote2025-08-18 12:00 am

Thinking About Otherlinking

Since I tried Umamusume Global for the first time about a month ago, I've been really interested in it. A lot of the characters are really appealing to me (cough cough Sirius Symboli cough cough TM Opera O cough cough), and I quickly ended up wishing I was one myself. Though, I know from experience that this is just a result of flickering, not an actual kintype. But... does that matter? What if I could just be one anyway?

Thus: Otherlinking!

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Azure / Bede ★ ([personal profile] bedes) wrote2025-08-17 07:27 pm

Hiatus: End! (Somewhat)

So. I feel the need to address my absence.

Initially, my plan was to not post on Dreamwidth until my current pet project was completed. It is a small visual novel, titled "Peony in Bloom", which was planned to release during February for this year's Aro Jam!

As you can tell. It is no longer February. And the game is still not out.

This is a two-person project. I was in charge of the art assets, and my partner was left in charge of the coding. I will be extremely frank: the art assets, and everything else I was in charge of, were 100% completed in time for an end-of-February release. The coding was not. And the coding is still not. It's, of course, hard to not be frustrated, but my partner is disabled, so I can't be too harsh.

I was, at first, stubbornly clinging onto the idea that my next post to Dreamwidth would be the Peony in Bloom devlog. But I've recently given up on that.

A second factor contributing to my absence is that I recently got my first job! I'm a barista at a popular chain coffee place! Which now means I get to feel the full brunt of Capitalism at its finest.

Continue? )
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Scythe ([personal profile] scytheandserpent) wrote2025-08-17 09:29 pm

Neon Lights - A STORY

 It was that time again. Flashes of bright violet and blue sparkled in the night sky. It was one of those nights again. The skies sparkled, the city lights flickered... Thunder was raising in the distance. It's rumble calling out all of them. The people were already asleep, when *they* emerged from the hiding... Their engines revving in the night sky as they rode without care. It was time for the pack to come out of hiding. The bikes of shiny blue and violet chrome were driving ahead of a bright pink cabriolette. 
On the wheel of that cabriolette, was a woman with almost sparkling blond hair. She wasn't just sitting, she was vibing. Dancing to the music as she drove. She howled as the beat dropped. The three motorbikes ahead of her joined to the howl and sped up, doing wheelies and laughing. They rose their fists into the air as the music intensified after yet another drop. 
They drove recklessly, hearing sirens blaring behind them. But they didn't stop. Instead, they sped up. The neon skies flickered as the backdrop. The four disappeared from sight once the cops got closer, and there was only the sound of laughter left. 
"Those damn ghosts..." One of the cops growled in annoyance. 
They had seen them once or twice before... A local tale of the Neon gang, who stole from the rich and gave to the poor, all the while having fun. Free spirits... Who had rather died than gotten caught. 

...
Inspired by this song:
Neon to the Bone
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idolomantis_m42 ([personal profile] idolomantis_m42) wrote2025-08-16 08:45 pm

Introduction Post!

Hello all! Welcome to my personal journal/self discovery corner/chaos collection zone.

I never thought I'd be making a website like this, but attending Othercon 2025 really changed my perspective on... everything. Meeting so many other nonhumans was mind blowing. It was even more special to meet others with shared experience: fellow spacefolk, ball jointed dolls, even another mantis-shaped being. I cannot even begin to describe what a mind opening experience Othercon has been. It's completely shaken up all of my pre-established beliefs about what it means to be a person, human or otherwise.

Perhaps there was a part of me that worried I wouldn't fit in, even at an event of my peers. But I couldn't have been more wrong. Othercon felt like home away from home. It was full of the kindest entities. And more importantly, thousands of connections that refracted light off of one another like a nursery of stars.

I could probably talk for paragraphs about all the individual instances that reformed and rearranged many of my fundamental beliefs, but I may save that for future posts. This is an intro post, after all.

Hello again! You may call me Idolomantis, Syzygy, or 42. I'm hesitant to allow nicknames, for now. I am an adult, in human years. As you may have figured out from my profile picture alone, I am spacekin, specifically, the Orion Nebula (also known as Messier 42 or NGC 1976). I am also mantis-hearted (idolomantis diabolica, the Giant Devil's Flower Mantis) and connected to ball-jointed dolls. I'm also queer and multiply Disabled. I am a furry, but it's not a lifestyle for me.

Labels are a tricky subject for me. I tend to get wrapped up in technicalities, often at the expense of free expression of identity. So, I will be focusing more on my experiences and emotions with this blog when I can.

Before I forget-- I do not feel comfortable with minors interacting with my blog. It is likely that minors will view my posts but I will probably age gate all posts that follow. I ask that minors do not comment on my posts. It's not personal; I am wary because of past experiences. Thank you for understanding. 

In this blog, i will be posting about: 
  • my experiences as an alterbeing (i prefer this term to alterhuman)
  • my various connections to different animals, objects, concepts, etc
  • miscellaneous queer stuff
  • my hyperfixations and spins
  • art/media i have consumed or created
  • musings/explorations on being "more than one" 
  • small poems (perhaps)
  • and whatever else strikes my fancy. 

If you got this far, thank you for reading! I'll be posting whenever I feel like it. 

Edit: I realize now that "access" is a thing on Dreamwidth. I'll probably be keeping the majority of my posted access locked. Some will be available to all. I'll determine how I want to grant access as I get used to this website.

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Scythe ([personal profile] scytheandserpent) wrote2025-08-16 01:26 pm

Gratitude slips

 Gratitude slips have changed my life. Each morning I write down on a small paper slip something I am thankful for that day or yesterday. Sometimes it's something very "small" like "Had a good cup of morning coffee" or "Listened to birds chirp this morning" all the way to bigger things. I don't think anything is worth more or less. If I am grateful for it, I am grateful for it and I write it down to the slip :D 
My slips consist things from every day things to more rare things. Like yesterday when my Partner, Cryo, got home from bowling with my father (His Father-in-Law), he was over the moon and I wrote a slip about that! 
The thing is. I am not allowed to look at those slips before new years. So I can start my new year with a Gratitude of last year and move smoothly to the new year. I also have a letter assigned for myself which I am allowed to open after new years, which I wrote on 3rd of January 2025, and it's waiting till 2026 to be opened and see how many things happened during the year. It's really interesting to see what happens, what came true and how. 

In order to do Gratitude slips, all you need is a slip of paper, pen and somewhere to store them. You write on the slip what you are thankful for, fold it (I fold it four times) and then you slip it into the box or jar or whatever you have thought of! It can really liven up your day when you need to stop and think for one (or more) things you are grateful for!