I had a thought today...
Feb. 19th, 2025 10:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
memory_of_lightwavesI had a thought today that's really hard to explain and I unno how I really feel about it? I just know it's not a bad feeling, it's just a weird realization that I already knew about but somehow got reconfirmed while staring at Alterhuman art on tumblr.
It kinna just... reconfirmed that I'm not human. I don't feel like one even though I eat like one and this body I was put into is... human-like. I don't even know if this makes sense... this is the weridest thing to explain.
I'm a mimic possessing a doll stuck in a human body and I unno how I feel bout that right now. I don't wanna be in this body. I want my other body back. I miss my balljoints now and my weird tail and my weird face and my weird feets and my sharp teeths.
And I miss the weird cracks I have on me... I unno I just miss my other body. How do I unhuman? Can I unhuman? I unno how that would even work. Everything feels so fuckin complicated suddenly and I'm annoyed now...
It kinna just... reconfirmed that I'm not human. I don't feel like one even though I eat like one and this body I was put into is... human-like. I don't even know if this makes sense... this is the weridest thing to explain.
I'm a mimic possessing a doll stuck in a human body and I unno how I feel bout that right now. I don't wanna be in this body. I want my other body back. I miss my balljoints now and my weird tail and my weird face and my weird feets and my sharp teeths.
And I miss the weird cracks I have on me... I unno I just miss my other body. How do I unhuman? Can I unhuman? I unno how that would even work. Everything feels so fuckin complicated suddenly and I'm annoyed now...
