Circe

A few weeks ago, one of my others figured out that I may be something else as well as a doll called a Hollow. That doesn't really bother me, what annoys me is that I can't figure out how I look in that form. Well, I couldn't.

At the moment I kind of might have an idea? But it feels kind of hard to describe and I still kinna don't know if it's right or not cause it feels like there's still a bit missing.

But at the moment I can kinna tell what I have. I have fin ears for sure, and I don't have eyes, kind of. I unno if they're just sockets or if they're just fully solid because there's apparently color in them. I just dunno what colors. I also think I have more than one pair, I think i have two but at the time I wonder if that's just wishful thinking.

I have two arms and legs but my hands and feet aren't normal, they're like big alien fingers with claws on them and they sound heavy when I run but soft when I walk. I have a mouth but it's hidden in my skin to make me seem mouthless, I think. Maybe that's wishful thinking too. But it kind of feels right? I also have really sharp teeth. Like a whole row of sharp teeth.

I don't have any horns and my tail is weird. Like it's thick and tapered like a dragon's I guess? But no scales or anything on them. I can't physically talk but I can talk mentally. Like... through telepathy and stuff.

I may also have illusion abilities but I dunno, maybe I give people hallucinations instead?

I also like to haunt people. Haunting is like hunting but I don't really hurt them, I just like to scare them to until they run away and maybe I'll bite them. I unno if I'd kill them. I don't think so... anyway. I'm not really sure... it doesn't feel like I would...

I also think I can somehow blend in with my environment and I live in the forest or woods somewhere.

There might be other stuff but I can't remember anything else right now.

Sooo, I kinna wanted to try and expand on what my hearthome is like since I explained what they are. It's not much but, it's something. ouo

Soo, my hearthome is located in a village somewhere in a possibly fictional version of Japan. I haven't figured out a name for it or I just don't know.

Actually, maybe my hearthome has two versions of it? Mmm let's just call it more of a concept than a anything I guess.

But it's a village somewhere in a fictional version of Japan. It's during the feudal era. Maybe Sengoku Jidai. There's cherry blossom trees everywhere mixed with normal trees. The sky is always clear and pretty and the air is always crisp and fresh.

I don't think I actually have a house there. It feels like I would live in the ruins of a place located at the outskirts instead. Maybe somewhere that has a bit of forest surrounding it.

For a place that's a ruin it's probably decently well-kept. It's at least somewhere I can have a roof over my head. There may be a few spirits wandering around but they don't really hurt anyone as long as they're not pissed off or threatened.

It's just me in here and it's nice and cool. Especially in the Summer because the trees provide a lot of shade. There's also a river nearby that has lots of clean water.

I don't know if there are animals, I never really looked for them but probably. I don't think I ever need to eat as a doll so, I probably don't really ever go out to forage much.

At the moment, that's all I can kind of think of so yeah!