It is still the same
Apr. 13th, 2025 10:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
memory_of_lightwavesAt first, I was not going to post here but I have been encouraged to do so just to get these thoughts out of my mind.
Today, Circe took us to a virtual church in what is called a virtual world that seems to be... something like the real world but not.
Despite her awful computer we managed to catch a bit of it, and... it has no changed. They are still annoying. They still believe that their god is kind and merciful and protects them and does things for their benefit when it comes to their happiness.
It makes me sick.
It annoys me.
We do not enjoy going to church, but it can be entertaining to watch at times. The humans spouting pretty words to encourage each other and feel good about whatever choices they decide to make because their god has *helped* them. Ugh
They make me want to throw up.
At times I wished to say, "Your god is not as good as you claim him to be. He is not as reliant as you so believe him to be. Not dying during something is luck. Or perhaps the Fates themselves, not your god." but I am constantly told to hold my tongue and observe.
It is tiring. *They* are all tiring.
I do not understand why Circe enjoys watching these people and listening to their lies when she does not believe them herself.
I hope we do not return but, it all depends on Circe. It will be tiring regardless.
~Desdemona
Today, Circe took us to a virtual church in what is called a virtual world that seems to be... something like the real world but not.
Despite her awful computer we managed to catch a bit of it, and... it has no changed. They are still annoying. They still believe that their god is kind and merciful and protects them and does things for their benefit when it comes to their happiness.
It makes me sick.
It annoys me.
We do not enjoy going to church, but it can be entertaining to watch at times. The humans spouting pretty words to encourage each other and feel good about whatever choices they decide to make because their god has *helped* them. Ugh
They make me want to throw up.
At times I wished to say, "Your god is not as good as you claim him to be. He is not as reliant as you so believe him to be. Not dying during something is luck. Or perhaps the Fates themselves, not your god." but I am constantly told to hold my tongue and observe.
It is tiring. *They* are all tiring.
I do not understand why Circe enjoys watching these people and listening to their lies when she does not believe them herself.
I hope we do not return but, it all depends on Circe. It will be tiring regardless.
~Desdemona
